सुशांत की बहन ने पोस्ट शेयर कर कहा 'काश मैं उसे हर चीज से बचा पाती', अंकिता लोखंडे का यूं आया रिएक्शन

बॉलीवुड एक्टर सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) अपने अंदाज और अपने काम के लिए खूब जाने जाते हैं. उन्होंने 34 वर्ष की उम्र में दुनिया को अलविदा कह दिया. वहीं, हाल ही में सुशांत सिंह राजपूत की बड़ी बहन श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति (Shweta Singh Kirti) ने भी लंबी-चौड़ी पोस्ट शेयर की है, जिसमें उन्होंने अपने भाई के साथ अपनी बॉन्डिंग साझा की है. इसके साथ ही श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति ने कहा कि काश मैं उन्हें हर चीज से सुरक्षित रख सकती. मैं अब भी चाहती हूं कि मैं अपने भाई को देखने के लिए उठूं. मेरे ठीक  बगल में मेरा भाई और मुझे एहसास हो कि यह सब एक बुरे सपने से ज्यादा कुछ नहीं है. उनकी इस पोस्ट पर अंकिता लोखंडे (Ankita Lokhande) ने भी कमेंट किया.

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Part 1: I am experiencing bouts of pain. Right when I think I am coping with it better, some or the other incidence rushes right back into my memory and breaks me apart. One such memory I am sharing with you all... because it is said that the more you share your grief, the less it hurts. I have always been told by my family members that Mom and Dad wanted a son, more so because Mumma's first child was a son and she had lost him at the tender age of one and half. I never got to meet my first sibling. But mom and dad were very hopeful for a second son.... they made a sankalp (mannat) and started praying to Maa Bhagwati for straight 2 years. They fasted, they meditated, they did puja, hawan and went to spiritual places and met spiritual people. But then I was born, on a Diwali day.... Mumma considered me very lucky and often called me Lakshmi Ji. They continued with their Sadhna, and a year later my little brother was born. Right from the beginning he was a charmer, he mesmerized everyone with his beautiful smile and twinkling eyes. So, this little one was my “Pithiya”. This is a term used in colloquial Hindi to signify the one who comes right after you. Mumma believed that I was the cause of his much-desired arrival into our lives and I accepted the honor whole heartedly. I was very protective about my little brother because I felt I was responsible for bringing him to this earthly plane. We were always time together, We played, danced, studied, did all sorts of mischiefs, ate, slept, did everything together so much so that people forgot we were 2 separate individuals, they even called us “Gudia-Gulshan” as if we were a single entity (Bhai's nick was Gulshan and mine Gudia) And when we started going to school, we had to go to different classes. Bhai's Nursery and my prep classes were in same building so we managed our 1st year of school pretty well. But then my UKG class was in a different building and his prep classroom remained in the same building, so we got separated. One day after lunch break was over I saw Bhai in my classroom, in my building. We were just 4/5 year olds then. #BhaikikahaniBehankizabani #Downthememorylane #LuvuBhai

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श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति (Shweta Singh Kirti) ने सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) के बारे में बताते हुए लिखा, "मुझे हमेशा से यह कहा जाता था कि मां और पापा एक बेटा चाहते थे, क्योंकि मम्मा का पहला बच्चा एक बेटा था, जिसे उन्होंने डेढ़ साल की उम्र में ही खो दिया. मेरे पहले सिब्लिंग से मेरी कभी मुलाकात नहीं हुई. लेकिन मां और पापा को अपने दूसरे बेटे के लिए बहुत उम्मीदें थीं. उन्होंने मन्नत मांगी और मां भगवती की करीब दो साल तक पूजा भी की. जब दिवाली के दिन मैं पैदा हुई तो उन्होंने मुझे भाग्यशाली माना और लक्ष्मी जी बताया. उन्होंने अपनी साधना जारी रखी और एक साल बाद मेरे भाई का जन्म हुआ. शुरुआत से ही वह काफी प्यारा था और अपनी मुस्कान से सबका दिल जीत लेता था."

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Part 2: I was completely shocked and as well as happy to see him and asked him how he got there, because his building was at-least half a kilometer away. He told me that he was feeling alone and anxious and wanted to be with me. I pondered for while thinking how adventurous and courageous he was to escape his building with a watchman and then walking half a kilometer and entering my building right under a watchman's nose and finally finding my class and me. I found his explanation of running away from his building pretty viable as I knew that feeling, When I was dropped off at the school for the first time, I kept crying and asking Dad not to leave me, “Please don't leave me here alone” that feeling... initial anxiety to be separated from family members and be somewhere where you don't know anybody. And as a 5 year old protective big sister, I assured him that he can be with me. First, I tried to hide him in between me and my friend, but somehow my class-teacher noticed him while taking attendance. I was myself a little scared, but to protect my little brother, I stood up and told her that he is not feeling well and asked if he could stay with us until dismissal. To my amazement, the teacher agreed and we were so happy, but little after 2 periods as the social norm will have it, he was sent back to his building but by that time we have had so much fun that all of his anxiety were gone. Fast forward in 2007, I remember the day when I got married and as I was leaving, Bhai hugged me tight and we cried a lot. Physically we won't stay together anymore, we won't get to see each other that often anymore as I was moving to USA. Both of us got too busy with our lives. Bhai got into Bollywood and kept making us all proud with his accomplishments but I remained protective about him. I would often ask him to come and visit me in the US so that we can relive our childhood once again away from all the noise. I only wish I could have protected him from everything....I still wish I will wake up to see my Bhai... just right next to me and will realize this whole episode was just a nightmare and nothing more. #BhaikikahaniBehankizabani #Downthememorylane #LuvuBhai

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सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) की बहन ने आगे लिखा, "मैं अपने छोटे भाई के लिए बहुत प्रोटेक्टिव थी, क्योंकि मुझे लगता था कि मैं ही उन्हें इस दुनिया में लाने के लिए जिम्मेदार हूं. हम एक साथ खेलते, नाचते, पढ़ते, सोते और हर चीज एक साथ करते थे, इससे लोग यह भूल गए थे कि हम दो अलग-अलग इंसान हैं." श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति (Shweta Singh Kirti) ने अपनी स्कूल की कहानी बताते हुए लिखा, "जब स्कूल में हमारी बिल्डिंग अलग-अलग हो गई. एक दिन लंच के बाद मैंने अपने भाई को अपनी क्लासरूम में देखा. हम जब 4/5 साल के ही थे. मैं उन्हें देखकर हैरान भी थी और खुश भी थी. मैंने उनसे पूछा कि वो यहां कैसे, क्योंकि मेरी बिल्डिंग उनकी बिल्डिंग से करीब आधा किलोमीटर दूर थी. भाई ने मुझे बताया कि वह अकेला महसूस कर रहे थे और मेरे साथ रहना चाहते थे."

श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति (Shweta Singh Kirti) ने अपने और सुशांत सिंह राजपूत (Sushant Singh Rajput) के बारे में बताते हुए आगे लिखा, "2007 में, मुझे याद है वो दिन, जब मेरी शादी हो गई और मैं जा रही थी. भाई ने मुझे कसकर गले लगाया और हम खूब रोए. अब हम एक साथ नहीं रह सकते थे. हम दोनों ही अपनी जिंदगी में व्यस्त हो गए. काश कि मैंने भाई को हर चीज से बचाया होता. मैं अब भी यही चाहती हूं कि मैं भाई को देखने के लिए उठूं, मेरे बगल में वो हो और मुझे महसूस हो कि यह सबक एक बुरा सपना है और कुछ नहीं है." श्वेता सिंह कीर्ति की इस पोस्ट पर अंकिता लोखंडे (Ankita Lokhande) ने हार्ट शेप इमोजी के जरिए अपना रिएक्शन दिया.